Shape of my heart

What was I thinking; it doesn’t make any sense,
How could I possibly go around looking for happiness?
While it was there with me all this while,
Hidden in your loving words and beautiful smile
You try so hard to lift my mood and make me jolly,
Act so patient with me, accept my each folly
My pain has hurt you more than it has hurt me,
With me, your days were gloomy too, no longer sunny
Your mood and happiness turn on and off with mine,
My emotions on every day decide, if your day will be sad or will it shine
Strange how both of us are connected like this in spite of miles separating us two
Your pain hurts me; same way as mine hurts you
So how can I ever be sad when I have you?
When your love is the purest, your friendship so true
You’ll always love me- this one fact will never change,
I know, I’ll always find you standing by me in every situation, no matter how very strange
My dear, I promise, I’ll never take your love for granted,
As I won’t be able to survive, if we ever get parted
Your love is my asset which I’ll treasure for life,
Even when I was your friend, am your girlfriend, and will be your wife…





the line that speaks to my heart is "You try so hard to lift my mood and make me jolly,
Act so patient with me, accept my each folly", it speaks so well about how is my relationship to my special someone, how is he so patient to me instead of having a mood swings always. "I promise, I’ll never take your love for granted," 
 PROMISED!!!♥ ♥